Lately, I have been studying for a the most difficult test of my life. I am currently applying to be a comrecailly rated pilot in a multi-engine airplane! It is the most exciting,yet difficult part that I have to face. Of course, I said the same when I was applying to be a private pilot and an instrument pilot, however, now it just seems much more. Lately, I 've been chasing this dream away from home, with my new brothers to set as a family. While they play their games and do their thang, I am stuck with trying to ball up my life. I also find that my "love life' has been coming to arise up in my mind more than ever. I guess, you don't miss it until its gone...
Too many distractions. Too many possibilities. And there is one maneuver that has been just killing me. It is the single-engine instrument ILS approach. I don't understand why I am having such a difficult time with it. But its always been that thing that has prevented me from taking my checkride. Man...I've just been pushing so hard. I really need a break I think.
But then again, I refuse to go home until I am commercially rated. I will not leave until I have what I came here for. I promised myself one goal, and taht's to be rated. I start, I finish. And that's what pilots do. We fly even with these stresses and uncomfortable circumstances. It is just how we are. Its my nature. If I come to ball, its a ball game they're gonna get.
So bring it on. Hit me with your best shot. Give me your all. Yeah..I'll fall to pitiful disappointment, down on my knees, crying why. But you don't know me. I will not give up. So please fail me. Please do, I dare you. I'll burn hotter than ever, and you'll see what a pilot can really be.
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