She's been here, searching for the one that will love her for who she is. Centuries and centuries of men have had their tries, but all failed, until me. She's mine.
She rules this earth over any other power. Presidents, kings, and leaders faulter to her greatness. She commands the day and night with every word, and every mood she goes through. And wherever, she is, every man can see her, and grow into envy as they see me fly with her.
Her bright smile resembles the fiery sun flares that gleam into my sleepy eyes, just so we can spend more time together. And she breathes heavily of passion and love, and I, sweating from the touches of her rough but caressing turbulence, I only think of true love with this girl.
And at times, people glare into her depth, and she blushes away and slowly releases her anger. And it is sometimes phenomenal what she can do. Her rage controls the weather. She brings clouds of doubt and unhappiness over her eyes, and tries to hide away, when in all reality she just wishes to have her chance at revenge. And she will get what she desires. Her ewyes spark with huge discharges of lightening as she roars with the thunder, letting the cowards squander to her power. And she howls with winds of great magnitude, sometimes unimaginable, and letting her devilish self release Katrina and seasonal monsoons. I have no control over this independence, but as I calm her down with my prayers, she only cries chill raindrops down my thick neck, to remind me that she is sorry. And she poses the fire once again,a nd the passion is reignited with an indication of a rainbow.
I love this girl. She is my world, and I am hers. She is nothing without me, and I am nothing without her. She is the air, sky, and the flight that revolves around me. Separated, I am but a dust molecule, and her nothing but space. But together, we become one beauty. I love her, and no one will ever know why.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Just a week in the Bay...
Just one week in the bay, only one. I have got to make it my best. Unsure of all the things that were to proceed me, but definitely knowing of all the fun and friends I was going to see.
Slept in Stephen's room that night, just thinking about how I was going to meet up with Arabel, if I ever see her. Wasn't too positive on how, but it didn't bother my mind. I only thought to going home. That was what filled me. I went outside, while Stephen was deligently trying to finish his assignment, or our online course in humanitites. What a bull-crap course! I didn't learn anything, and definitely I was just going through the motions, letting it float away with a not-so-well-deserved A, with my Black and Mild smoke. Not that I cheated through the course, I maintained my diligence and integrity, but more-so of that knowledge that I know I could have tried much harder.
And I passed out on the couch with the TV on, and leftover cigarsmoke in my lungs. Felt really relaxed, more than anything.
4:45 am....going to be a real long morning. Only just started. I saddled up and hopped onto the notorious Shuttle U. This time that shuttle was bustling with gaggling women in the back row, hooping and hollering to every comment made. Unusual to the normal awkward silence, but still very irratating, and of course, I tuned into the songs that kept me going, blasting out my eardrums to make sure I was sending a message to those women. And I approached KPHX, the airport that i was sure I knew on the back of my hand by now. I rushed through TSA and their long but necessary checks, and hopped onto the plane. Sat next to a bunch of older Chinese women. Both quiet, and like the baby they were carrying, snoozing away. Me...well I removed my faithful speakers, and imagined that I was the pilot of this aircraft. I pulled out my kneeboard and just listened to the turbines, connected with my thoughts of the single-engine ILS, pressurized with compressed exhaust thoughts of the commercial VFR diversion I executed the other morning. Started to drift away in the comfort of the emergency seat, don't know why I sit there. Asking, "Is it for the comfort, or more of the responsibility?" Who knows?
Descent was nothing short of perfect, even though the planed parasailed a little bit off glide slope, but landing was still smooth, into San Jose. Made it home finally, and just passed out. No one needed to know I was here, not now. All I wanted to do was chill and sleep with the family. Seems antisocial, but whatever. And a rude awakening awoke my slumber. Mom, as she normally brought the news, told me that I was late for my wisdom teeth appointment, had to pull out the top two, from my last encounter Sophmore year. Not painful, but pinched when numbing was in process. Saw all the gradening tools go into my mouth, pulling out the deeply rooted teeth and weeds, and they were huge, like the bottom two. And that same night, I went to hang out with Justin, one of my best bros, and my other homees, Sam, Wayne, and Jake. It waws fun, even though I was ripped apart coming home at like 2 in the morning.
Next day was actually much less busy. Much more chill, which was what I wanted. I got my brother to play some games with me, which was pretty tight. And that was pretty much all we did, hang out and play games. Met up with Justin again to workout, and he told me that he wanted to go to a party that night, but I wasn't sure. I know about the hostess, and she, well, loves the chronic, and that was the last thing that I wanted to do, so i just said that the flight was a no go for me. And the night could only end, as started, just hanging out with Alex.
A couple days left...and only two missions left to accomplish, meet up with Chris and Crystal, and see my only noona, Una. Today started out pretty slow. Woke up with a desire to go to church, but realized that there is no way, because I was just a little late in arising, 1:00 pm. Pretty awesome. Played some games, and wrestled around a little bit with Alex, until I was again told by momma that Connie and her sisters wanted to hang out. Well, how can I put an offer like that down, they even bought dinner! We ate at Claim Jumpers, and went out bowling. Bowled pretty bad the first game, but second try recorded 158, not bad at all. And the night ended with some ice cream with the sisters, and me hanging out with my boyz.
Still missions left unaccomplished. Well, today was the day to finish off one. Leaving Wednesday, and its Monday, and I finally see my noona! I was so excited, and I actually met her boyfriend Rico, and well, I approve. He is a good guy, and seems to watch over her for me. Well, we met up out of our comfort zones, in the morning, but it was nonetheless super fun. We spent like an hour and a half looking for a place to eat breakfast, and when we finally eat somewhere, her roomate, Ester calls and we pick her up to eat somewhere else! Yeah, a huge gas bill, but I'm down anyways. We then went out to the mall together, trying to show the Oklahoma girl what Norcali is really like, but i thinke we failed. And as I dropped the ladies off, noona and I tried to plan to meet up later at Santana Row. I was down, I just had to figure out a misleading plot to decieve momma, one time again. Man, seems worse as I write, not when i was kaniving. And I went back home for a couple, finally figuring out the best way was to tell mom that I was sleeping at Justin's. New plan of action was to rendezvous at Half Moon Bay. I know... Really long trip, but I was down to do it, not only for my own experience, but just to spend more time with sis. And we hit the road, compiled with mixed feeling of my heartbeat bass-bumping mixed in with the anxiety and maintnenance of safety, becasue two souls were on me. And approach into Half Moon was definitely necessary. The fog produced IMC, and clouded Justin's vision. I could still see, but I was definitely under intuition and instrumentation. No way VFR was allowed, and as I dropped airspeed, Justin recognized the road, only to reassure that we are definitely making this landing. And the beach was nice. Real cool, and still next to the fire, with drinks flowing, topped off with the stories. The whole time Iw as having a good time, even though I couldn't drink. I mean I was DD that night, and no way was I putting that in jeopardy. But I made sure that I read Rico down to the core, and made sure that my sis and Justin were drinking. I wanted them to have a good time. And even with my careful speculation on Rico, I began to realize that he is a good guy for her. he seems protective and careful about her, and I knew that they really cared for one another. And I was very happy for her. I'm glad Una finally found that guy, and I;m glad he is good to her. "Of course, though, one slip up Rico!!...justkidding...you're a good guy, take care of her for me while I'm gone." That was the thought. And I smiled as Justin and Rico sipped on Mr. Jack. Noona was out cold. She drank so little, but it was really funny. I think she was just tired, I mean it was like 4 am. And I decided that as PIC for the night, we should saddle up I promised mom that I would be home by 7:30 that same morning to drop her off work, and of course, that promise was kept.
Today was the day, Tuesday, a day brfore I leave for school. I had one more mission, see my other best bro, Chris, and see Crystal. But I had to meet one more person, Aurina, and or course, I did. I made a promise, and I'm really glad that I saw her. Even though, she may have hurt me before, she is still important, and well, I acted on significance. Then, Chris. Man that kid, hasn't changed, still my boi until death. And well let's just say, I;m now more than a friend to him and Crystal now, I'm part of the family, and I was overjoyed with the news. And I hung with them until that night, which was an early birthday. Just a simple get together, but very important indeed. I got Justin, Jake, Wayne, Chris, Crystal, Noona, and Ester all to eat dinner and watch a movie. Of course, we all had a blast and the night was still not over. I dropped of Ester all the way and San Jose, and I took noona home to Milipitas. More gas, but more time. We talked about somethings that I neeeded her to know, and glad that we did it. It wasn't awkward or anything, it was real casual but meaningfunl nonetheless.
Casual and meaningful. That was my week in the Bay. Expected but unexpected. And nothing short of perfect. Only wish to have one more week to see them all, but time will come. I love them all, and let the future and God bring us back one more week in the Bay for repitition.
Slept in Stephen's room that night, just thinking about how I was going to meet up with Arabel, if I ever see her. Wasn't too positive on how, but it didn't bother my mind. I only thought to going home. That was what filled me. I went outside, while Stephen was deligently trying to finish his assignment, or our online course in humanitites. What a bull-crap course! I didn't learn anything, and definitely I was just going through the motions, letting it float away with a not-so-well-deserved A, with my Black and Mild smoke. Not that I cheated through the course, I maintained my diligence and integrity, but more-so of that knowledge that I know I could have tried much harder.
And I passed out on the couch with the TV on, and leftover cigarsmoke in my lungs. Felt really relaxed, more than anything.
4:45 am....going to be a real long morning. Only just started. I saddled up and hopped onto the notorious Shuttle U. This time that shuttle was bustling with gaggling women in the back row, hooping and hollering to every comment made. Unusual to the normal awkward silence, but still very irratating, and of course, I tuned into the songs that kept me going, blasting out my eardrums to make sure I was sending a message to those women. And I approached KPHX, the airport that i was sure I knew on the back of my hand by now. I rushed through TSA and their long but necessary checks, and hopped onto the plane. Sat next to a bunch of older Chinese women. Both quiet, and like the baby they were carrying, snoozing away. Me...well I removed my faithful speakers, and imagined that I was the pilot of this aircraft. I pulled out my kneeboard and just listened to the turbines, connected with my thoughts of the single-engine ILS, pressurized with compressed exhaust thoughts of the commercial VFR diversion I executed the other morning. Started to drift away in the comfort of the emergency seat, don't know why I sit there. Asking, "Is it for the comfort, or more of the responsibility?" Who knows?
Descent was nothing short of perfect, even though the planed parasailed a little bit off glide slope, but landing was still smooth, into San Jose. Made it home finally, and just passed out. No one needed to know I was here, not now. All I wanted to do was chill and sleep with the family. Seems antisocial, but whatever. And a rude awakening awoke my slumber. Mom, as she normally brought the news, told me that I was late for my wisdom teeth appointment, had to pull out the top two, from my last encounter Sophmore year. Not painful, but pinched when numbing was in process. Saw all the gradening tools go into my mouth, pulling out the deeply rooted teeth and weeds, and they were huge, like the bottom two. And that same night, I went to hang out with Justin, one of my best bros, and my other homees, Sam, Wayne, and Jake. It waws fun, even though I was ripped apart coming home at like 2 in the morning.
Next day was actually much less busy. Much more chill, which was what I wanted. I got my brother to play some games with me, which was pretty tight. And that was pretty much all we did, hang out and play games. Met up with Justin again to workout, and he told me that he wanted to go to a party that night, but I wasn't sure. I know about the hostess, and she, well, loves the chronic, and that was the last thing that I wanted to do, so i just said that the flight was a no go for me. And the night could only end, as started, just hanging out with Alex.
A couple days left...and only two missions left to accomplish, meet up with Chris and Crystal, and see my only noona, Una. Today started out pretty slow. Woke up with a desire to go to church, but realized that there is no way, because I was just a little late in arising, 1:00 pm. Pretty awesome. Played some games, and wrestled around a little bit with Alex, until I was again told by momma that Connie and her sisters wanted to hang out. Well, how can I put an offer like that down, they even bought dinner! We ate at Claim Jumpers, and went out bowling. Bowled pretty bad the first game, but second try recorded 158, not bad at all. And the night ended with some ice cream with the sisters, and me hanging out with my boyz.
Still missions left unaccomplished. Well, today was the day to finish off one. Leaving Wednesday, and its Monday, and I finally see my noona! I was so excited, and I actually met her boyfriend Rico, and well, I approve. He is a good guy, and seems to watch over her for me. Well, we met up out of our comfort zones, in the morning, but it was nonetheless super fun. We spent like an hour and a half looking for a place to eat breakfast, and when we finally eat somewhere, her roomate, Ester calls and we pick her up to eat somewhere else! Yeah, a huge gas bill, but I'm down anyways. We then went out to the mall together, trying to show the Oklahoma girl what Norcali is really like, but i thinke we failed. And as I dropped the ladies off, noona and I tried to plan to meet up later at Santana Row. I was down, I just had to figure out a misleading plot to decieve momma, one time again. Man, seems worse as I write, not when i was kaniving. And I went back home for a couple, finally figuring out the best way was to tell mom that I was sleeping at Justin's. New plan of action was to rendezvous at Half Moon Bay. I know... Really long trip, but I was down to do it, not only for my own experience, but just to spend more time with sis. And we hit the road, compiled with mixed feeling of my heartbeat bass-bumping mixed in with the anxiety and maintnenance of safety, becasue two souls were on me. And approach into Half Moon was definitely necessary. The fog produced IMC, and clouded Justin's vision. I could still see, but I was definitely under intuition and instrumentation. No way VFR was allowed, and as I dropped airspeed, Justin recognized the road, only to reassure that we are definitely making this landing. And the beach was nice. Real cool, and still next to the fire, with drinks flowing, topped off with the stories. The whole time Iw as having a good time, even though I couldn't drink. I mean I was DD that night, and no way was I putting that in jeopardy. But I made sure that I read Rico down to the core, and made sure that my sis and Justin were drinking. I wanted them to have a good time. And even with my careful speculation on Rico, I began to realize that he is a good guy for her. he seems protective and careful about her, and I knew that they really cared for one another. And I was very happy for her. I'm glad Una finally found that guy, and I;m glad he is good to her. "Of course, though, one slip up Rico!!...justkidding...you're a good guy, take care of her for me while I'm gone." That was the thought. And I smiled as Justin and Rico sipped on Mr. Jack. Noona was out cold. She drank so little, but it was really funny. I think she was just tired, I mean it was like 4 am. And I decided that as PIC for the night, we should saddle up I promised mom that I would be home by 7:30 that same morning to drop her off work, and of course, that promise was kept.
Today was the day, Tuesday, a day brfore I leave for school. I had one more mission, see my other best bro, Chris, and see Crystal. But I had to meet one more person, Aurina, and or course, I did. I made a promise, and I'm really glad that I saw her. Even though, she may have hurt me before, she is still important, and well, I acted on significance. Then, Chris. Man that kid, hasn't changed, still my boi until death. And well let's just say, I;m now more than a friend to him and Crystal now, I'm part of the family, and I was overjoyed with the news. And I hung with them until that night, which was an early birthday. Just a simple get together, but very important indeed. I got Justin, Jake, Wayne, Chris, Crystal, Noona, and Ester all to eat dinner and watch a movie. Of course, we all had a blast and the night was still not over. I dropped of Ester all the way and San Jose, and I took noona home to Milipitas. More gas, but more time. We talked about somethings that I neeeded her to know, and glad that we did it. It wasn't awkward or anything, it was real casual but meaningfunl nonetheless.
Casual and meaningful. That was my week in the Bay. Expected but unexpected. And nothing short of perfect. Only wish to have one more week to see them all, but time will come. I love them all, and let the future and God bring us back one more week in the Bay for repitition.
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