Tiresome Effort

Effort to exceed. Effort to achieve. Effort, to never let up and always relieve. I can't help but constantly want to persist and aim higher than me. Aim high, aim high. That's what I've been about ever since I was such a young age. And I was always never told to aim less. Today I was disappointed at my simulation flight. I could'nt get inside and ahead of the airplane. I don't understand why. My instructor tried her best to make me feel better, and tell me that I'm pushing a little too hard. I don't know. It seems like someone is tellling me I'm overachieving...but along the same lines, I feel a little impatient to succeed. I'm going to make it, I know I will. I guess its almost as if I need to stay motivated all the time. And I'm ready. I can do that. i guess its just getting back in the groove and dancing.