Lost Expectations

Goals and Dreams are always satisfied with persistence and effort. They can be reached no matter how high they may lie, just never give up. However, Love is the one thing that cannot be achieved through such methods. A shame to believe that persistence and effort are the only codes I live by with consistency of each breath I take. Love is that one element I don't think I'll ever understand. A shame that I have chosen some of the types that are impossibly even-fathomable that I may even had a chance. A shame that I picked one and found that I only get shot down once again. A shame to think that I only float in the acidic floods, and not even bother to swim, just letting my legs burn off beneath me. A shame. A shame. I don't know if its just my desire to feel actually loved or accepted by someone of the oppposite sex, or if its just my hunger to experience a solid relationship. But definitely my effors have gone to fault over incorrect possibilities that only amount to useless dreams. If its one thing that i can finally let down, which I have never said before, its Love.